The Wife My Husband Deserves

I have an amazing husband... and I know I don't tell him often enough.  Don't get me wrong, we've had our share of disagreements and moody days.  But each time I take a step back from our busy lives, I look on to a man who loves me, loves our children and loves God.


I know that God has blessed our family with Peter.  I'm a woman who needs and wants the direction of my husband.  I love that he leads our family- and that he values family.  Since the moment I uttered my desire to stay at home with our children, he's supported me.  He works hard in his career and God has blessed him with respect in his workplace.  Though he works among people who have many outward signs of success, he has never once complained about driving an old car, eating vegetarian or packing homemade lunches.  There is no second income to pay for the extras, but he never gripes about being without them.  He lets me feel at home in our home- makes it clear that he loves having me here to build and maintain the homestead.


Despite all of this, I'm guilty of not blessing him enough.  I get caught up in the care of the home and the children that I can forget about caring for him.  At Christmas, I studied the Proverbs 31 woman (Proverbs 31:10-31).  It's a beautiful vision of the excellent wife.  I read it many times and vowed to work on areas of my life to become a better wife to my husband.  God gave me an excellent husband and that husband deserves an excellent wife!


One thing I've put off changing is the way I care for my body.  It's hard for me to face the fact that weight has always been a challenge for me.  My husband has gently and kindly told me from time to time how much he appreciates it when I eat well and exercise regularly.  These things are so hard for me!  There's so little time in the day- the laundry never ends and the house is perpetually messy.  It is so hard to carve out time to exercise and so easy to tell myself that I deserve that cookie/coffee/treat for all of my hard work.  But the truth is that my health is important to my husband and therefore needs to be important to me.  He deserves a wife that can keep up with him on hikes and look stunning in a dress.


So I started a couple of weeks ago.  Getting up early and jogging- the one form of exercise that I enjoy.  I love the early morning breeze, the birds singing and the quiet of our neighbourhood.  Each morning when I come in the door, my husband kisses the sweaty, stinky mess that is me.  He looks happy to see me that way.  He wakes up the children and gives them breakfast in order to give me time to shower.  He doesn't complain about this new duty. 


Slowly, I am learning to cook- weaning us all off of the bread and butter, meat and potato dinners that I grew up on.  I thank God for allrecipes.ca.  


I pray that God will use my small efforts and bless our family because of them.  I pray that the way I treat my body will be testimony of my love for my husband.  I pray that each day, I will grow to be a better wife for my husband and a better mother to my children.  I want to be the best I can be because it really is what they all deserve.